hollowdemons

Dear you,  Thank you for making an effort. Thank you for knocking on my door with a token of appreciation, where do we find more people like you?  Oh you, your life has been a mess and thanks for letting me know, now that i realise my problems are barely withstanding to what you have been through. Through your thick and through your thin when you were left in hush and people scarred you. Let those scars remain on your ever glowing skin. Those scars sing the song of your unmatchable heart, those scars relate to bad memories and to the happy future. Those scars define you, they show who you really are, which is the strongest girl i've ever come across, you. I would always pray that you stay forever the way you are. Yes, i've looked in your eyes and i've found that amazing soul. A soul caged by a lot, yet hearty and forever young. Tangle your hands into one another like holy water flows out of the rocks, your eyes look like holes in the floor of heavens and what do you kno...

There is different kind of brilliance in your eyes, a magical feeling which arises with your presence to all those dim yet beautiful nights i've spent on your lap. From my looming demise to your utter courageous filled laughters, when you looked right into my eye and your pupil dilated, your cheeks coloured and your heart rate rose. In damp river of memories when you couldn't choose between two and your lips pouted to touch your nose, then to ultimate hair with a glory of strength to how you hugged me between your strong arms Once a human dies, he's given 7 minutes of brain activity. As the soul leaves for hell and i pass away, first minute went by and i couldn't see you around. Second passed by and people banged my chest so did third when somebody took your name. Fourth minute was when my dead body lied in un-satisfied and fifth was when i started to crumble but how can i hold you again? Sixth was when i knew i was helpless and you came to my funeral, with your...

Look at that veil she wears, the boy is totalled at her glance.  All of this game is between the lines of hands, as the car approached to pick the newly wed up, in the corner stood a man who's eyes turned wet.  She was like the shadow born beneath the wings of a butterfly, she was getting married and her parents praying, My eyes went stuck to her door,  And the Hina was applied on a lucky woman's hands,  I don't care, if the diamonds cost millions or a billions,  He, keeps the respect of parents with daughters, Alive.

As i wake up, as the sun goes up and finally i have failed to sleep yet again. I peak through the window and my pupil dilate when the sun rays pierce through the window. I see you. Dancing in broad day light, within my mind and there is no shadow of yours. Burnt my throat with alcohol, took my senses by pills, yet here i can recognise you, it is you. It will always be you. I know this because you were always my midnight happiness and an early morning love story. I remember how our bodies tangled together in one of these lost nights, i remember how you kissed me on the cheek and tell me you love me, and i remember when you talked about your dreams and future together. I remember when you used to hate him, and you slowly fell in love with me, i started to thank my fate, for giving me You.  I still do, let me: Watch you outside this window as you sing the song of your rebirth and my demise, the blue jays sing along but my voice had its demerits which is no longer loved to be hea...

Lets roll a joint again. Lets pour some alcohol again. Lets take a hit or two again, lets check if your eyes or are the drugs more intoxicated.  Because these drugs heaven't taken away the golden part of my teenage, you have. You've left me sleeping since then the thought of sleep haunts me. I've always been saying that if you find a man better than me and you fall in love with him, let me know, i am gonna give your hands into his so you could smile, the smile for which i'd take a million bullets down my body.  But to you, there was nothing that mattered, you're long gone.

There are 171,476 words in English yet i can't seem to find the right word to describe how bad do i miss you. I can't find the right word to explain how life seems to be without you, when you kissed and smiled it seemed like a perfect metaphor for the poem i have been trying to write in a longtime.  Love me back, let me drown in it, let me trace galaxies on your skin.  I remember the September, when every day at 12 my phone dinged and you said a 'Hii', and we continued to talk until one of us falls asleep. I remember how you used to call me, i remember when you missed me too and i remember every inch of your body as you wrapped me up with embrace of your presence. I didn't knew you won't be able to make it to another September with me, but darling, i miss you. I miss our endless laughters and fights on silly things yet, i miss how we calmed each other down until one day you turned this cold.  I miss how we called each other all night and how your voice s...

Fuck distance. You were so far away. Another town. Oh yeah. But well, we were how close? Just at a hair line distance? Yes. We were this close. When i stripped your T's open, and kissed you like i had no other objective in my life and you kiss me back. When i licked you head to toe and you breathed heavily, without saying a word, lost in the tornado of feelings which raged. Hand in hand as i lied over your chest, and gripped you so tight your body turned red beneath my arms. When you promised between the kiss detaching your lips from mine saying we can't be undone, nothing can separate us, to our never ending yet counted days together, I wanted your hand, your hand in most innocent ways, i wanted to have daughters with you, so i could see them grow up into the gentle lady like there mother, a son who could be cranky like me, but what, what mattered? Precisely. To you? Nothing mattered. Between us stood your boundaries which you didn't even think about before you came ...

Somewhere behind this dark night she's hiding and thinking if i am doing all good as she's no longer there.  Dear you,  No. I am not doing good enough. In this little while in which you weren't here, a lot has fallen down. I myself have fallen down, i miss you. And i miss everything about you, from the veil you wore for me to all your beautiful images, from the essence of the clock ticking to how long a 24hr day feels like without you, from holding your hand to holding my own hand thinking its yours as i comfort myself, from sketching traces on your skin to kissing you through my phone screen, from tangling your hair to getting mine pulled with all power in my hands, from wiping your tears to crushing my eyes each other for them to fall, from looking at your smile to see you smiling in my heart, from your anger as your cheeks turned red to my eyes which turn red now, from hugging you to putting my head deep within a pillow, from lying besides you on the bed to watch j...

2 years ago i stood in my terrace and slowly a tear rolled down my eye. That was unbearable time of my life and this is the second. That was one tear but i've forgotten the count of what happens now. I got back on my foot as you picked me up, putting your hand on my back telling me to come and stand up. You were the woman born beneath the wings of a butterfly. All colours. But i didn't knew that i was just made to stand up to be hit by hockey stick on my legs and get laughed on as i break down. Yes, you have broken me to depths and wait i have already forgiven you. Nothing matters to me as much as you do. Your smile. How you curled your lips into a faint smile. The warmth of your breath on my neck. Your confused look as you curled hairs on your finger. When you spiced up and hurried for water. When you went deep into the well of books. He was not the warrior you believed him to be. But i wasn't as bad as him. I was just sensitive. Things you could do for people while i ...

Deep down my ugly heart where your angelic smile is buried. I still go down to find you there and i find you no more. I love you and you loved me no more. I kissed you and kissed me no more. When are bodies tangled with each other and i discovered your body and you discovered mine, when i felt i was making you feel 'loved' and imagined to do that my entire lifetime because you were to me my everything. I never wanted to loose you.  I don't know what made you bitter when you turned your back on me, my past heartbreak had me ruined but what was your story? Did you ever fell in love with your best friend and they didn't? Did i deserve the breaking you left me with? Did i deserve all the tears you left me with? Because you deserved every bare effort i made to make you smile. I always used to put a thumb on your cheek and tell you, "we're gonna go through every thing together", do you remember when there was no huss between the messy us? Do you know how...

Why do you love me? She sighed. I love you because you're you, i love every little thing about you. I love you because there is no scenery as pretty as to look deep into your infinite eyes which i don't ever wanna come out off. In which i would walk even the darkest roads. I love you because when you hug me and tell me what is wrong, no story matches yours, no fairytale can do the justice to your words, i love you because when in confusion your lips pout to touch your nose barely, when in confusion you look at your hands and then spin them through your hairs, i love you because if there was any person i've chosen for myself is you. I love you because the dark sky above is jealous of your black eyes. I love you as you bite a doritos and the squeaking sound of your bite is better than any other music. I love you when you curl your lips into a smile and i see angels all around which bow down to you, i love you when you curl fingers across your hair and try to concentra...

She's beautiful. She was scarred by you, but by far she's the most beautiful creation of god. When you ruined her, emotionally, physically and mentally and destroyed that fragile heart of hers, that is when she turned out to be the most beautiful person. She was made to quit over feeling, yet she had a heart of kid. It felt deeper than ever. The bruises you've left on her skin reminds her of you, but she ends up smiling to them like she once cried, and says 'hope for the best', for you. The eyes which cried so much for you, have turned to the eyes which are the holes in the floors of heaven, the eyes which could light up murky water under an old bridge during a blackout. The lips which touched your cheeks once and them were forced to back off, they curve in sadness as she thinks of you, but when did you knew she had a spine of steel and molten iron running through her veins. You challenged the strongest woman i have ever met, she needs no protector or someone ...

When i found her, two worlds sang for me and it filled all colours, a storm of perfume, and there was an intoxication in the air, lost were all the directions. My heart started to beat and hope came back to life, tornados in breath and dreams in my eyes and in those dreams were all the moments when she came, Took over my sight, and conquered my heart. How can i explain, when on that beautiful face of her came her hair, it felt like a flower washed by rain abloom, like a moon hid behind the clouds and stared, like in the veil of night there was a light, and an ocean of dreams, which hid beneath sheet of stars, like a glimpse of waves and the how the pearls dropped as she talked, like in the distance someone danced,like somebody hideously played a sitar, and then sung, and called me closer.  To those nights,  Sweet talks and to our short meetings, when i learnt how eyes melt hearts and hopes fulfil, then how suddenly moon walked down to the ground,  She made me up...

You're the most beautiful person i've ever met. I can bet to the darkest nights as they wince in jealousy as you untie your hair. The calm warmth of your breath flavours the halls of gods heaven and as your strawberry stained lips curve for a smile even the angels bow. I've counted the sips from the contractions in your neck as you would drink water. I've held onto the most sacred creature: you, as i came close to you. Your kisses still burn in my skin and there's no comparison to how you've made me felt, like a man with every dream accomplished in your eyes beneath the shadow of your eye brows unmatched. Your skin is like the smoothest silk, you would turn dirty in a touch so i kept my distance. Your nose dictates the shape of your cross bows.  To our separation, i miss us,  I miss how our bodies tangled into each other like shoe lace knots, how your hands went through mine like the rain of holy water spreading down to the mountains. I've been made to...

I've listened to our song exactly forty two times today hoping to discover the meaning of it all. hoping to travel back in time to when I asked you, "can this be our song?" and you replied 'I thought it already was" And I thought of when you said, "will you be mine?" and I replied " I thought I already was?" and then the day we,said good bye and you told me now you'd carry me as a memory and I said out classic line " I thought I already was" And now I hear your voice calling to me through the string of acoustic guitar, past the oceans between us, saying "I hope you'll be happy one day" and me just shouting back to the empty space " I thought I already was"

My mind tends to wander and ends up back on the thought of you more often than it should. I imagine the beat of your heart, the smell of your skin, the sound of your voice. I think about the way you laugh, the curve of your smile, all while thinking that I can’t wait to know you. I don’t know who you are yet. I might know your name, and I might know your face, but I don’t know you. I mean, the real you. The you who will tell me your hopes and dreams. The you who will trust me enough to share with me your biggest fears and toughest failures. The you that isn’t afraid to show emotion, the you that doesn’t feel the need to wear a mask with me. The you you’ve been holding back from everyone else, the you you’ve been waiting to share with just me. More than that, I can’t wait for you to meet me. But truth be told, I’m not even finished meeting myself yet. I’ve just entered into a new phase in my life. I’m learning more than I ever have about the world, my line of work, and about me. I’m ...

Kabhi tum bhi yaad karogay, kabhi tum bhi faryaad karogay. Kabhi guzray din, lamhay, woh gharian tmhay bhi sataengi, kabhi tum bhi raaton ko jaag kar aansu bahanay mein barbaad karogay.  Kabhi tmharay hath bhi mere hath ko talash karengay, kabhi tmhara bhi dil karayga un lamhaat ko dubara jeenay ka.  Kabhi tum bhi tez sooraj se ankhein milaogay, kabhi khudara tum bhi takleef uthaogay. Kabhi tmhay bhi mein yaad aounga. Kabhi mujhay bhi tum yaad aogay.  Kabhi tmhara bhi dil karayga. Kabhi mera bhi dil karayga. Kabhi tmhara bhi dil kahin jakar lagay ga, kabhi tmhay bhi koi jalaye ga, jala kar hath malega aur chor kar chala jaega. Kabhi tum bhi meri tarhan raatien jagogay, kabhi tm bhi dil chain dhoondo gay, kabhi tm bhi muskura kar rou paro gay, kabhi tm rotay hue muskura utho gay.  Batao mein jab yaad aounga, batao tm kaise guzara karogay. Kabhi tmhay bhi pukar sunni paregi, kabhi tm bhi yaad karogay, kabhi tum bhi hasrat mein dabo gay, kabhi tmhara bhi dil ma...

The world has stepped aside for you, your loneliness has won once again and here you, so sad so quite, a young woman with a head shouting and the mouth zipped.  Dear love of my life, i've looked in awe as you smile and run fingers through your hairs holding your pony between your strawberry stained lips, likewise with your forehead against mine when you last slept over my chest, i just stared right through your eyes and i found a few things so immensely sculpted in art and to me your proposition is beautiful. Your soul is so beautiful. The two worlds need no charter to run but you. Please don't let the hurt take you. For you, i am here, always, there's no second thought to this. You're my ultimate priority and its sad but it's alright to know i am not yours. You've stuck with me back then, and it's time to return the favour. I know my company bothers you and you don't like me most of the time but, whenever at any point you need me, i'll be here,...

Wo jiski mohabbat ko ham taras uthay.  Woh jiskay liye asmaan toot pare, Woh jiskay liye baadal garaj uthay,  Woh jiskay liye bijlian kharak gaen,  Woh jiskay liye ham dunya bhool bethay,  Woh jisko sari kainaat mein hamnay chuna,  Woh jisnay sari kainaat chuni aur hamein na gina,  Woh jiska har girta aansu hamnay thama, Woh jisnay hamara hath bharay baazar mein chora,  Woh jisko hamnay jeena sikhaya,  Woh jisnay hamse jeenay ki justuju cheen li, Woh jisko sajda karnay pe eeman mit para,  Woh jisnay hamein thukra diya,  Woh jiskay liye dua nikli,  Tum hamesha khush raho, Tum hamesha yun hi hasti raho,  Tum hamesha yun hi dil jeet-ti raho,  Lekin aye mulzim, aye kaatil, yeh dil hi nahi, jahan tora jaisay tumnay hamara,  Khudara koi aisay tmhara naa toray,  Jatay hou jao, lekin dua tou letay jao.

Being loved by you was the best part of my life. A very short, but the most exciting and the most wonderful journey of my life. It was truly beautiful.  But that exists no more, it is so painful to know that, but every time i see you smile, it still wins over the hurt.  It's okay, you left me, people need a huge heart to do that.  I still miss you so much; comes out of a bigger heart. :')

Dear love,  This may be the last letter i write. I heard you are getting married and moving to the city. I know our romance was improbable. Or just a bare love story in the nights of winters, where the mid December evenings used to raise a few degrees as you would untie your hair. How i used to see your glowing face across the river, as you would approach me. You remember the the first time we flirted with each other? Who knew we would be inseparable, two lovers who can not be undone until you had to leave. I hope you make the write choice. At a point in life, you'll stop and think of me, yes by then i'll have a little amount of hate for you, as you left me, but as you would come out with your make up done, in your wedding dress and think of me,  You'll see me across the room, looking at you with pure glitter in my eyes, then you'll notice i'll turn and wipe my tear hideously and look back at you, in this moment you would give me a apologetic smile, and i'l...

Sexual attraction is a thing. Pretty much real. I agree to the fact i had this bonding. But that started to fade away. Her body stopped appealing me.  Slowly, but gradually i fell in love with her naked soul. The tremendous feeling of being loved by her changed to the attachment i had with her. The only curve which attracts me now is her smile, for the sake of this smile i'd die.  Like she used to push me on the couch and kiss me. Now it's nothing more than a cold winter night and how her embrace wraps me up and she sits besides holding a hot cup of coffee which turns cold as she looks into my eyes, so deep, she forgets to look away. I wish she never looks away.  In the entire world, there exist a lot of beautiful women, but to me she's the final touch of the diamond. They say nothing cuts a diamond, i'd say try the gabrielic gaze of hers.  They talk about expensive perfumes, i'd say her laughter flavour the halls of gods heavens.  They say rains cause flo...