Somewhere behind this dark night she's hiding and thinking if i am doing all good as she's no longer there. 
Dear you, 
No. I am not doing good enough. In this little while in which you weren't here, a lot has fallen down. I myself have fallen down, i miss you. And i miss everything about you, from the veil you wore for me to all your beautiful images, from the essence of the clock ticking to how long a 24hr day feels like without you, from holding your hand to holding my own hand thinking its yours as i comfort myself, from sketching traces on your skin to kissing you through my phone screen, from tangling your hair to getting mine pulled with all power in my hands, from wiping your tears to crushing my eyes each other for them to fall, from looking at your smile to see you smiling in my heart, from your anger as your cheeks turned red to my eyes which turn red now, from hugging you to putting my head deep within a pillow, from lying besides you on the bed to watch just four dark walls in my room, from hoping the best for you and wishing you slay, stay pretty, and forever young.
Yes. I am no longer who i was when you were here. But your name has not slipped my tongue yet, i remember you and i hope you'll remember me. Before sleep and to unluckily waking up, i pray for you. Someday when your crush down your goals and have a happy settled life, remember i loved you, and i always will. 
Remember me in your prayers dear love of my life, as i shall remember you in mine.

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