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  • Fuck distance.
    You were so far away. Another town. Oh yeah. But well, we were how close? Just at a hair line distance? Yes. We were this close. When i stripped your T's open, and kissed you like i had no other objective in my life and you kiss me back.
    When i licked you head to toe and you breathed heavily, without saying a word, lost in the tornado of feelings which raged. Hand in hand as i lied over your chest, and gripped you so tight your body turned red beneath my arms. When you promised between the kiss detaching your lips from mine saying we can't be undone, nothing can separate us, to our never ending yet counted days together,
    I wanted your hand, your hand in most innocent ways, i wanted to have daughters with you, so i could see them grow up into the gentle lady like there mother, a son who could be cranky like me, but what, what mattered? Precisely. To you? Nothing mattered.
    Between us stood your boundaries which you didn't even think about before you came so close to me that forgetting you would not be possible, you remain with me, in my hands as i will pray for happiness, you'll drop down from my eyes as tears of sadness and happiness, together.
    Like i loved you baby girl,
    He'll love you. Your husband, the man where i had to be, but i stood no chance. You think the pain is fucking comparable?
    What you don't think is you've seen me, and i've seen you, and in this life or the other there is no other woman i would ever want to see.
    I love you. I fucking love so much, i can not even tell you what it really is, but only what it feels like. And it feel like shit. To see a woman i loved, will be loved by another man.
    A woman i kissed will be kissed by another man. The woman i dreamed my future with, in the arms of another man and darling that is where the real pain lies.
    I might show you middle fingers on your wedding night but behind them, remember i'll be crying. And still, wishing you the best.
    As the night will cover, and the time will come as you both would have the first sex, in that moment my darling you'll forget my name but i? I will then feel what pain really is.
    Love is a fucking curse.
    It heals no one.     Like all your unkept promises, 
  • Here's to you my dear ex lover,
    I will love you for fucking ever,
    And when i'll in the most innocent ways pray your husband dies. And you die too. And i die too. Because if i lost you here. I won't loose you up there. Or at least i'll get my grave closer to yours, and i'll leave the junction of the grave yard. Like you left me in life.
    But don't ever think i'd give up on you, maybe i will stop showing, but as you would sit down on the beach with your family, and a young boy would approach you and ask you 'how you're doing?' That might be my adopted son, that might be my gesture to check on you.
    And i hope you never face the separation like i was made to, i hope your cougar carted handsome hunk would not kick you out of his house with his daughter and sons in your arms and tears in your eyes. But if he does,
    Remember the doors of my home won't be closed for you. I will still keep you.
    Just please be mine,
    Please, please, please, don't ever fall in love with somebody else.
    No body will love you like i did, i will. Always.

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