As i wake up, as the sun goes up and finally i have failed to sleep yet again. I peak through the window and my pupil dilate when the sun rays pierce through the window. I see you. Dancing in broad day light, within my mind and there is no shadow of yours. Burnt my throat with alcohol, took my senses by pills, yet here i can recognise you, it is you. It will always be you. I know this because you were always my midnight happiness and an early morning love story. I remember how our bodies tangled together in one of these lost nights, i remember how you kissed me on the cheek and tell me you love me, and i remember when you talked about your dreams and future together. I remember when you used to hate him, and you slowly fell in love with me, i started to thank my fate, for giving me You.
I still do, let me: Watch you outside this window as you sing the song of your rebirth and my demise, the blue jays sing along but my voice had its demerits which is no longer loved to be heard, my life has been a mess and lately you gathered it all like a bird taking its babies in her wings, but don't the eggs and young ones often fell down the nest? Don't they break or do they not get lost? You, gave me the power to fly, my alcohol says that, you taught me swim in damp rivers, my memory says that, you gave me a lesson when i didn't knew what is love and you looked deep within my eyes, you pierced me right through my soul, your words have handcuffed me and the songs we sang along are still tied down on my neck. I still sing all of them, i still make two cups of coffee and pour both down the drain, because if i'm not supposed to have you, what else am i supposed to ask for?
Yes, the alcohol burns my throat. But every single time some body takes your name, dear love of my life,
I drown in sorrows.
I still do, let me: Watch you outside this window as you sing the song of your rebirth and my demise, the blue jays sing along but my voice had its demerits which is no longer loved to be heard, my life has been a mess and lately you gathered it all like a bird taking its babies in her wings, but don't the eggs and young ones often fell down the nest? Don't they break or do they not get lost? You, gave me the power to fly, my alcohol says that, you taught me swim in damp rivers, my memory says that, you gave me a lesson when i didn't knew what is love and you looked deep within my eyes, you pierced me right through my soul, your words have handcuffed me and the songs we sang along are still tied down on my neck. I still sing all of them, i still make two cups of coffee and pour both down the drain, because if i'm not supposed to have you, what else am i supposed to ask for?
Yes, the alcohol burns my throat. But every single time some body takes your name, dear love of my life,
I drown in sorrows.
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