There are 171,476 words in English yet i can't seem to find the right word to describe how bad do i miss you. I can't find the right word to explain how life seems to be without you, when you kissed and smiled it seemed like a perfect metaphor for the poem i have been trying to write in a longtime.
Love me back, let me drown in it, let me trace galaxies on your skin.
I remember the September, when every day at 12 my phone dinged and you said a 'Hii', and we continued to talk until one of us falls asleep. I remember how you used to call me, i remember when you missed me too and i remember every inch of your body as you wrapped me up with embrace of your presence. I didn't knew you won't be able to make it to another September with me, but darling, i miss you. I miss our endless laughters and fights on silly things yet, i miss how we calmed each other down until one day you turned this cold.
I miss how we called each other all night and how your voice still echoes through my ears. Out of our 62,879 messages i've heard all 578 of your voice messages. I hear them every night when my soul lies in utter dissatisfaction on what it has lost, you. Somebody still dances for me in the distance but that is just sadness, no body takes my name like you did. No body cares like you did. But what was my mistake, cliches do get my blood boiling. But i hope in place which i once existed you fit someone more beautiful, i hope you live long and your voice keeps on echoing in the eternity. I hope this air still bring your scent. I hope these nights die of jealousy as you untie hair. I hope somebody loves you like i did, i hope they count your sips from the contractions in your neck as you drink water. But,
Can i call you one last time? Can you please say a bye and that you're never coming back again. Can you ease the pain? Can you please let your voice echo the halls of gods heaven, for one last time darling? I hope you can. I've got a lifetime to miss you and that is the most i want to ask for.
I will miss you my entire life. And you will always be my only, best friend. Take care.
Love me back, let me drown in it, let me trace galaxies on your skin.
I remember the September, when every day at 12 my phone dinged and you said a 'Hii', and we continued to talk until one of us falls asleep. I remember how you used to call me, i remember when you missed me too and i remember every inch of your body as you wrapped me up with embrace of your presence. I didn't knew you won't be able to make it to another September with me, but darling, i miss you. I miss our endless laughters and fights on silly things yet, i miss how we calmed each other down until one day you turned this cold.
I miss how we called each other all night and how your voice still echoes through my ears. Out of our 62,879 messages i've heard all 578 of your voice messages. I hear them every night when my soul lies in utter dissatisfaction on what it has lost, you. Somebody still dances for me in the distance but that is just sadness, no body takes my name like you did. No body cares like you did. But what was my mistake, cliches do get my blood boiling. But i hope in place which i once existed you fit someone more beautiful, i hope you live long and your voice keeps on echoing in the eternity. I hope this air still bring your scent. I hope these nights die of jealousy as you untie hair. I hope somebody loves you like i did, i hope they count your sips from the contractions in your neck as you drink water. But,
Can i call you one last time? Can you please say a bye and that you're never coming back again. Can you ease the pain? Can you please let your voice echo the halls of gods heaven, for one last time darling? I hope you can. I've got a lifetime to miss you and that is the most i want to ask for.
I will miss you my entire life. And you will always be my only, best friend. Take care.
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