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Deep down my ugly heart where your angelic smile is buried. I still go down to find you there and i find you no more. I love you and you loved me no more. I kissed you and kissed me no more. When are bodies tangled with each other and i discovered your body and you discovered mine, when i felt i was making you feel 'loved' and imagined to do that my entire lifetime because you were to me my everything. I never wanted to loose you. 
I don't know what made you bitter when you turned your back on me, my past heartbreak had me ruined but what was your story? Did you ever fell in love with your best friend and they didn't? Did i deserve the breaking you left me with? Did i deserve all the tears you left me with? Because you deserved every bare effort i made to make you smile. I always used to put a thumb on your cheek and tell you, "we're gonna go through every thing together", do you remember when there was no huss between the messy us? Do you know how it feels like to love someone who doesn't loves you back? Trust me, you don't, and i hope you never know how it feels like. Firstly, you don't have the spine to bear the weight of what i carry. Furthermore you are the finest creation of god, so i would not want you to go through things and change, and crush your soul. 
Every Time we are together i guess we share the pain we both have engraved within our hearts and heads. The pain i felt for you. The pain you felt for me. 
I am so so sorry. 
But every time you kissed me, you took a part of that pain away, and i always kissed your lips even harder, because i thought i was taking some of yours away too. 
Who knew, We were a myth.

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