TAB TUM KHAN THAY !!

You're delirious.You're insane.But you're a piece of art.I've watched in awe as your eyes could light up the murky waters under the old bridge during a blackout.Ive sniffed the air getting all scenty-perfumy as you would return to city.Ive felt the mid december evenings raise a few degrees everytime you curled your strawberry stained lips into a faint smile.Ive heard the blackest of the nights wince in jealousy when you would untie hair.Ive seen the chest of the ground that you tread upon swell in pride.The air that you exhale flavours the halls of gods heaven.The sun and the stars line up well before you gape.Your nose dictates the shape of your cross-bows,Your lips define the 'red' for masses. I've counted the sips from the contractions in your neck as you would drink water. I've been made to quit wanting you and that is when i gave up bending the knee before God,because if I'm not supposed to have you,there's nothing else that i have to ask Him.I would have hoped 'for the best' for you but as you might remember,cliches get my blood boiling.I hope though,someday somebody wants to hold you for 20 min straight and thats all they do.They don't pull away.They don't look at your face.They don't attempt to kiss you.All they do is to wrap you up in their embrace without an ounce of selfishness in it.I hope you fall in love with them,the way i fell in love with you;head over heals.I hope they make you feel you are living a 'teenage dream'.I hope they spoil you.Pamper you.I hope they take a thousand pictures of you while you sleep but delete them as you wake up because duhh,they haven't really invented a lens that could justice to the angelic glow on your face.I hope they prefer warming your cold toes between their palms because they know how much you despair hot water bottles.I hope they don't correct you when you sing wrong lyrics at the top of your voice as you run on pale white sand of the beach.And i hope that you never face separation from them the way i was made to.Let them spoil you.Let them ruin you. But for the love of God,make sure they love you back before letting them ruin you.Because darling,you don't have the spine to bear the weight of what i carry.