What happened to you?

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Dearly Beloved!
What happened to you. one morning you just woke up at 7 in the morning and forgot me. You had fallen out of love with me. Could you just not tell me that I wasn't good enough for you, and said your goodbyes in somewhat better manner, but how did this happen. how did you lose your feelings in just one night? and why can't I lose mine in 81 days i have spent without you now? Why is it that i cannot teach my heart to back off why do i still have dreams of you every fucking day, why is it that my heart wont just turn around and pick up a new pave? How did you do it? What made you do it? Was it this easy? When i found you, you were always a fragile little girl , a girl with hazel brown eyes and a beautiful face sculpted in the most profane art. But your heart which all rotten meat, so i decided to cut myself and fix you, and i did fix you. I made you fall in love again. And i decided to never let you down by backing out of it, or doing what he did to you. But never did i knew that i was going to be the new victim of love, until darling you fell out of love with me. When i lie in dissatisfaction at night, cursing all what we have done and been through. From kissing your lips to your finger tips, and that in the morning you are not here any more. The sun doesnot draw your cold shadow on the ground, but the chest of the ground that you tread upon , still swells in pride. i spend my nights alongside liqour and too much cigerettes in a room where we used to lay on each others chest, but i am afraid, afraid to show my face to the world. Because you live in my eyes and i cannot let anybody see you like i once saw you.

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