Once, just once before you die, expose us, expose me, expose our friendship and expose our relationship. Tell your kids when you were 13 and i was 12, how i used to look at you from the curtain behind my window while you picked flowers in the garden outside. Tell them how we fell in love and tell them when i told you that after i held your hand all my my world was in my palm. Tell them i've loved you with infinite potential which no one else will and tell them there daddy doesn't have my kinda feelings. Tell your kids that when you fell on the road and rubbed your knee a boy came running with the swab and cleaned your leg when you shouted like hell because it itched so bad. Tell them i existed, tell them we existed. Tell them we were undying and forever living. Tell them nothing changed. Tell them i loved you the hardest i can.
And tell them, the feeling in your heart, tell them you're not happy, tell them to love like you did, tell them every story of ours, from growing up together to laughing and crying in a night which was so short. Tell them you snored on my phone calls and tell them i played the game with bullets and guns. Tell them i took your phone away and put you to sleep and tell them you kissed my cheek, tell them you love me and tell them i can teach them to love someone. All of that and what ever you remember, please do tell them. And make sure you tell, You walked away, and take a picture of your daughters wet eyes and sons drowning heart, when there tongue won't but there eyes will question you, Mom, why?
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