I think it was completely insane to call her that night. In the night we were both strangers but our hearts, our hearts were as soft as cotton candy. We barely knew each other when she from another city, from thousands of miles apart whispered in my ear for the first time.
I can not tell you, i can not put it to words about how beautiful was that feeling, the Devine voice of hers is still ringing in the deepest part of my soul. That was just the beginning, and then we turned out to be the best friends. In the while i had fallen for her, i have fallen in love with her to the point she never did.
She wasn't bound to love me back, and i couldn't even control it, but she was someone i wouldn't want to loose at any point of life. She taught me to live again.
She pulled me out of my death bed, telling you from another city, she was in another city, she pulled me out the death bed i was in, and cleaned me up, dropped me to the park. After her, i've stopped going to that park, because as i jogged down the track, the trees asked me why was i so low, the trees which once moved as i carried her voice in my ears beneath them stopped bending there shadow on me. I couldn't even smell the scent of roses after that i've breathed in her. I could stare the sun for 20 minutes straight, idk why, maybe because i had stopped feeling, or maybe she was the brightest light and nothing could match her. I've recently failed my kidney, and an immense pain emerged in the darkness of night, so bad that in the moment i just wanted to ring her, tell her i was dying, and apologise to her but i didn't as i knew cliches will her blood boiling.
She hasn't called me in ages now, but that divine voice of her, that beautiful scent as she spoke, that angelic glow on her cheek as she talked, that, that, light in her brightest eyes, everything, i'm sorry i can't continue, i miss you. I miss you so much......
I can not tell you, i can not put it to words about how beautiful was that feeling, the Devine voice of hers is still ringing in the deepest part of my soul. That was just the beginning, and then we turned out to be the best friends. In the while i had fallen for her, i have fallen in love with her to the point she never did.
She wasn't bound to love me back, and i couldn't even control it, but she was someone i wouldn't want to loose at any point of life. She taught me to live again.
She pulled me out of my death bed, telling you from another city, she was in another city, she pulled me out the death bed i was in, and cleaned me up, dropped me to the park. After her, i've stopped going to that park, because as i jogged down the track, the trees asked me why was i so low, the trees which once moved as i carried her voice in my ears beneath them stopped bending there shadow on me. I couldn't even smell the scent of roses after that i've breathed in her. I could stare the sun for 20 minutes straight, idk why, maybe because i had stopped feeling, or maybe she was the brightest light and nothing could match her. I've recently failed my kidney, and an immense pain emerged in the darkness of night, so bad that in the moment i just wanted to ring her, tell her i was dying, and apologise to her but i didn't as i knew cliches will her blood boiling.
She hasn't called me in ages now, but that divine voice of her, that beautiful scent as she spoke, that angelic glow on her cheek as she talked, that, that, light in her brightest eyes, everything, i'm sorry i can't continue, i miss you. I miss you so much......
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