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Back when you loved him so much and he loved you back, making all those promises he said he'd never break and all those lies he said he won't say, and then suddenly backed out for you. He wasn't ready and he went away in the circus of emotions so yes, i've got a few words to speak. Do you remember our first chat! And then how you fell for me? You made me love you every now and then and when i had completely fallen in love, the best came and struck me in the face, 
1. You my dear, backed off. Like he backed off on you. 
2. You told me you loved me, and then told me there was nothing as love even to depths in your body. 
3. Every Time you tell me to control my emotions, feelings and everything i have about you. Were you able to control yours back when he backed off? 
4. All the things you said won't change, faded away. 
5. You loved me like a performer in circus, you swung from the other side, made me swing from mine, and when the time came to hold my hand for the next move, YOU dropped me, you didn't hold me. And i went straight down to the ground. 
6. All my tantrums broke. All my pride broke. All of my bones broke. Everything. Every single things in me broke, and you? 
7. You never loved me while i prayed to lord for you every moment. 
8. You needed a reason to move on, a bridge to pass through with and i lied for you so you can pass on. 
9. Every thing, every single thing in you changed, your love vanished, everything, every little thing died. 
10. I didn't changed. 
11. I still love you. 
12. I am still suffering. 
13. All he did to you, i am sorry, but you did the same to me.
My love was stronger and a million times more powerful than his and your for yourselves. Imagine what happened with me, if you stayed up in those nights, cried did all the things, shattering and nerve wrecking, but just imagine once for the love of God what would have i been through. And you said you loved me?

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