HAUNTED BY HUMANS

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I cannot claim to see storms. But I've been taking slow poisons. I was the boy who would be in the gallows for an extra minute or two just to see how strong I was to withstand the pain. I was the boy who would laugh at funerals, I was too naive to see the dark side of pain, I always wanted to be friends with pain, and pain did not accept me. It was too scared to let me near itself as I did not know what sin tasted like. I saw good in everything, like my name, I used to think I could ignite anyone's world, some part of me still does.

I hide behind curtains of my ego and achievements, how I am always under control and doing well in life. Only glass I broke that night and woke over it knows the real me. My mind is in a constant battle to lose my sanity and being the best. I have been telling myself that I need nobody so many times that I somehow believe in it, I have never let a single soul embraced my soul completely, not even my ex-lover, maybe that's why I still feel things. I feel undiscovered. I don't want to be. Because humans, they don't stick to you.


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