Dark outside. Darker inside.




Does that make you sad? 
The fact, i'll be leaving this city and this country where we first met. The night, which first put us in glares deep into those indefinite galaxies. Where our little lovestory took birth, to our never ending yet a few counted days together. The place where spent almost a year together, fighting, sleeping, waking up, pissing each other off, all together. Writing down memories who no one knew will hurt me this bad after you left. After you planted all those knives in my bones that every little movement hurtfully reminds me of you, and makes my soul ache just a little more everytime. I told you, in utter madness i won't replace you, and i watched you slowly replace me and fade away from my live. Here is a letter, or something of that kind. This is to new beginnings, and every little joyful memory i have made with you, i won't be here any longer. 
I will no longer be existing in all the places we have spent time together, so i want you to know, don't please, don't destroy somebody else like you destroyed me, it hurts, not even being able to say a 'goodbye' hurts. Don't ever light up the fire, and leave as the flames rise high above your head. 
It hurts, 
Goodbye.

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