i was ready for death the moment you said hello.

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I lied. You leaving me wasn't okay and it never will be okay. But you lied to me too. You made promises to me that will never be kept those promises vanished into thin air just like how our forever did. When you left me, you took everything. They call me foolish for still loving you. For letting those three blissful words slip through my lips  and into the dark lonely longing air to reach you. But how can i move on when you still have my heart and your voice still resonates through my body and your smile lives in my eyes and everytime my mind wanders it goes directly back to you. I still remember everything and my god i could forget because maybe i wouldn't be hurt this bad. I still remeber the sound of my crying breaking the unbearable silence as we sat there. I remember the way your hands felt on my cheeks as you wiped away my tears. I remember the look in your eyes and the way your voice sounded as you said you loved me for the last time... I miss you more than anything and it's killing me...But if loving you kills me tonight, then i was ready for death the moment you said hello.

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