So many times, i can't help but fall for you like i first fell

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So many times, i can't help but fall for you like i first fell. When i miss you, feels like thunders dropping right into my chest. I pick up colours, and i start to draw your face, i am not as good on canvas with paints as i am with knives on my skin. But i still try to draw you. Starting off with your eyes, i find myself in them, and end up finding him. I draw your lips and paint them plum, as that was your favourite lip-colour, and then i stare what i can't kiss any longer. Then i draw your neck, and trace my fingers on it, i kiss but the hickies don't show, just the paint on my lips and i remove that callously as my tear drops. I draw your chest and your collar bones, and trace galaxies on them. Then i draw your arms and your hands, then i draw my self, and you're pushing me away.

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