Isn't it funny

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Isn't it funny how drugs and humans are given the same amount of tragic importance, but what tragedy have the ciggrettes and drugs caused you? I have smoked more than 5000 cigrettes and drank in rebellion, rolled countless joints and poured alcohol as you stole my candy in understood lied deception. I have sniffed the cocaine, and i've smoked the pot and none of that left me dead, just might be lucky, but i survived. 
Well you human, you were something more than any drug. Like magic, fire and water and ice and cotton, i don't know what, but you were something beyond my withstanding capabilities. 
I have dropped in streets and lost my way home, but i never forgot how your face looked. I never forgot what promises we made, after 40 shots of vodka, licking the salt and popping lime in my throat i knew where to find you. I have smoked the crystals, and it shrinks the brain, but my brain never shrinked enough to push you out of it. I've bled my nose after direct cocaine hits, and never forgot to compare your red lip color to my blood. I've rolled the joint but i never forgot how you rolled the blanket when you first woke up. I have been drugged, i have abused myself, and scared my skin, better than you fucking paint on canvas, bitch, i painted with blades on my hands. 
And then, you wanna know what changes? The drugs don't, the sipping policy doesnt change, the sniffing doesnt change, the percentage of alcohol doesnt change. The death timing doesnt change. 
The humans do, they are always more than drugs, with one good smile they can make you quit on any drug, but no drug, can make you quit a human. 
All the drugs do is to bring them right infront of you, and you're so addicted to the human, the only way left to them is your drug.

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