darling i will never fall out of love with you.

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In the end it is nothing in my palms, rather than hurt. Hurt in my eyes, chest and deep within all my veins. There is hurt. I don't know why you did that to me, and why did you promise me things you couldn't keep. Did i give you any less of me? Did i distributed myself for people and gave you just a part? No. I gave you the whole me. The best of what i had. All my love. All my sorrows. All my smiles and all my tears. I dont understand how people just get up and leave, i dont understand why cant two people just be together even when they want to. Probably because the universe is a lie. When the sun comes up, the light is a lie. When the moon reflects your image on water, maybe that is a lie. When i recall all my dreams with you, maybe that is a lie. I am trying to move on and forget you, but a part of me is still you. You exist within me. You exist within my tears. You exist when i suddenly stop laughing, that is where your thoughts hit me. When i travel alone and you are in every dark corner of the streets. There is no love forever. But i dont fucking know why, every time i pass through your street i turn my head behind to see your home, i see your window and that is still where my heart is. But we won't ever be us again. 
Alternatively, darling i will never fall out of love with you.


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