Why did you do this to me?

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Why did you do this to me? Why did you make me believe in love? Why did you make me fall in love with you when you had no intentions of loving me back? Does that even hurt you, even a little? Or is it just me getting my soul crushed with all these sorrows. Why did you kiss me when I meant nothing more than a fuckboy? Why did you give me a reason to live my life again, in fact, you became the reason I came out of my dark life to light, did you do this to throw me back deeper inside? You did not even owe me an apology? Absolutely not. You were not in love, I was. I was the one keeping things intact between us when you hurtled me a million times and I faked a smile because losing you was never a part of my wants. I always came to you, said my word and said an apology when I made a mistake, what did you do? Alright, I failed our relationship but you failed our friendship. With you died my heart, which won't love someone like it loved you. And that kills me to know that you would not even care. You would be married to somebody and my name won't even be a part of your life. And the way you pushed me out of your life, you will push me out of your heart too. And that's easy, no? 
I hope you get all the happiness in your life, and in case someday in your heavenly laughter, you miss me, then know that you were the prayer which never got answered. You were the wish which never turned out to be granted. And yet, I chose to love you. Piercing right through your soul, I will choose to love you, again.

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