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Dear stranger, 
I think about you , most of the time as your beautiful darkness has engulfed within every marrow in my bones. I picture your screaming laughters and your eyes full of ultimate glitter, and your lips when they curved, your fingers as they rolled up my neck, your presence i feel in your absence is the most delusional thing i have ever felt and just so you know, it is too powerful for me. You were too powerful, you knew how to seduce my heart, let the body flow, but you knew what took my heart beat in a minute. You knew how to lead me to death, and you understood that i was not one of those who'd turn back the doors of shame on you, you knew you had me, and you knew i craved you. But what good was in this? Tell me, how did you feel when you meant the world to me and i meant nothing to you? When you went away, blocking all my ways to get to you, didn't you ever think about me? Like come on, yesterday, the entire you was beneath my body and today you are long gone. I think it's time, i forgive you, what we had and what we no longer have nor will we ever have a 'try again'. You put me through an unbearable part of the most beautiful pain i've ever felt, but i guess i didn't knew my own strength. Now tell me, is the shame on me or you. I gave you everything, all powers to ruin me. Which you used in all ethical ways, remember. 
I choose to let go. I choose to forgive. be happy now and remember you are and will always be my dearly beloved.

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