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Millions of thoughts have been swirling through my mind these days but in them i realised my ultimate aim was to make you fall in love with me. I want that, because in you i've summed all my happiness, you are unique in every facet, and not being loved by you had ruined me, then imagine what can being loved by you can do to me. It will be like a rose growing in mid dessert. Our love story can be as wondrous, all we gotta do is join hands and never let go. In the deepest nights like once we stuck together, like once sung together, like once we danced and cooked together, the distance between us could not break out date nights as i kissed your lips through my phone screen and we slept together, how we woke up rushing towards each other, your company made me forget all the worldly sorrow, darling, i've fallen for you, this is a well i don't want to be pulled out of, i am ready for that to bruise me, scar me, because there won't be anything as compared to the bite you gave on my neck and wrote love letters on my flesh. 
If you never fall in love with me, then at least remember me. If you want to part ways, go and tell your family about me, show them an ounce of our failed lovestory because my love is the minimum benchmark for you. I won't let you leave saying i deserve the best, or you deserve better, if you'll leave me, you'll leave me in deception. Like the static will stop flowing from the wires. 
And my system, my entire system will fail. 
Then. 
And. 
There.

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