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  • As i walked down in the darkness of jungle looking at the stars too far, skies too high, feeling the silence of wind and hardly moving of the timber trees over my head, hearing my heart beat and my soul crying, cleaning my blood tears from mid chest. I saw a glimpse of you, again. 
    I knew you were there, i just couldn't see you anymore, i can not feel the touch of you anymore, i can not witness the calmness of your breathing anymore, and as you slept over my arm exhaling the warmth of breath with an unmatchable scent. I want to know what wasn't enough for? Why'd you walk away in the depth of night, why would you leave me when i loved you and you loved me back. 
    Possibly because i was a broken loner, and you knew how to heal and you came like a healer, and i think you were through with your job, i think my healing was complete and i know you weren't happy seeing me all good. Flowing in air, living like a nice young fellow. I know that was too much to handle for you, when you decided to walk away. 
    Now that i know somebody is dancing in the distance. I'm talking to the air, i'm leaving my words in the air hoping they one day reach you and your spine shakes up, as the static of my words charge you again. I hope you never get hurt again from a boy like me. I hope you never have to face the separation like i was made to, our endless yet numbered days together, our lovestory which would inspire many youngsters, i'll keep all the pain, i hope they look at you like i used to, that dope glitter of your eyes, and how i could see in your breathing the heart rate rising and those cheeks colouring. I hope you never come to a point in your life where you won't be enough for someone, i hope you never get crushed between the mountains of unkept promises and broken hopes. I hope no bad comes to you ever in your life. 
    I hope they love you like i did. They will never be able to, but i sure will want them to try. Like my hands were cut, i rubbed my shirt and carried on, they won't do it. This is a selfish world we live in, and with you i was unaware of being selfish, i always had put you first, your happiness, your smiles and your gossips in the mid-night.     Never will you find the love i once gave you, the power of infinite love, the pain of each bone breaking and i took it all away. I miss you making up my days. I miss our snap streaks and i miss our constant talks. 
  • But i miss myself more. 
    I know in the skies you're watching me, like this stars glowing over my head, you're looking at me, looking at how am i dying. Oh, i still crave you. 
    I still love you. 
    I always will. 
    But, once you heal me again, you'll leave again? Or maybe the price of my love offered was too low, too low for the medicine i asked for in return. But thank you for undeniable memories. I hope the best comes your way. I hope you cherish. 
    Remember me, as i shall remember you.

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