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Unconditional people like you aren't meant to be loved. Why would someone make an effort to love you when they know for a fact that the benefits won't stop with or without it. Your love doesn't excite them anymore because it is consistent and people get bored of monotony.
They would make you die everyday and then grant you reprieve in your last moments to start it all over.
There's no salvation or escape because you yourself chose for it.
Its just one of those freezing nights with cold shrills and warm tears overflowing from a gaping hole in my wretched heart when my lungs give up from all the heaviness they feel as all my insides scream yearning for you like an empty stomach gives out the hunger pangs craving food, like the dry lips crave for a droplet of water, like an abandoned child yearns for shelter, like an infertile person craves for a child, like a lonely person craves to be hugged, like an unemployed yearns for a decent job,like the sick craves for health ,like a dying man yearns for life.
The earbursting and deafening silences yelling and echoing in my ears that maybe this is my curse for all my eternities maybe we are never meant to be together no matter what and maybe my aching heart will never find salvation or ever stop loving you.
Unconditional people like you aren't meant to be loved. Why would someone make an effort to love you when they know for a fact that the benefits won't stop with or without it. Your love doesn't excite them anymore because it is consistent and people get bored of monotony.
They would make you die everyday and then grant you reprieve in your last moments to start it all over.
There's no salvation or escape because you yourself chose for it.
Its just one of those freezing nights with cold shrills and warm tears overflowing from a gaping hole in my wretched heart when my lungs give up from all the heaviness they feel as all my insides scream yearning for you like an empty stomach gives out the hunger pangs craving food, like the dry lips crave for a droplet of water, like an abandoned child yearns for shelter, like an infertile person craves for a child, like a lonely person craves to be hugged, like an unemployed yearns for a decent job,like the sick craves for health ,like a dying man yearns for life.
The earbursting and deafening silences yelling and echoing in my ears that maybe this is my curse for all my eternities maybe we are never meant to be together no matter what and maybe my aching heart will never find salvation or ever stop loving you.
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